I hope 2008 has been so far a joyful new year filled with positive force. Negativity just won't do! Work acces to the net has kept me at bay.

The laptop at home was on the fritz.

It did not help that I had my heart broken over the Christmas holiday.

May God bless you ALL!

MERRY CHRISTMAS TO ALL OF YOU!

STAY SAFE AND WARM!

*This blog is going weekly because we lost our internet access at work!

I know

I know that you do not love me.

I know I have to live with the pain!

I pray to GOD that HE help me find a woman who

will love me.

I am in love with you.

What hurts  is that you do not feel the same way!

Prayer to GOD will help...

the pain I must face.

there is no way to circumvent that.

SO I KNOW THAT DEAR ABBY DOES NOT HAVE A BLOG ON MINDSAY...but what the heck...here goes:

I told this wonderful and beautiful woman that I was in love with her. She told me that she did not feel the same way. I have been in pain ever since. I am so glad that I do not drink anymore. I was never a professional drinker.

I have done a great deal of praying to GOD. I have asked him to help me deal with the pain. Prayer works. It really does. GOD has pulled me out of some real jams. I know I have to deal with the pain. I cannot detour out of it. I accept that.

I also accept the fact that SHE is not in love with me.

I have my poetry that I write to help me out too.

Any good advice?

God bless you all.

All I want for Christmas is LOVE. Let me find my soulmate and material gifts can find their way into other hands.

ALL I need is love.